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shoot….its been like decades or even centuries d since the last time i actually lean against ma bed to write a blog… well this a recent one…

viewing thru my old blogs non-intensionly just now and only i realise that those stories of mine have been like so long ago edi…. it was like history to me now and everything and everyone changes…

ah tiong now is no more a tiong back in the past… dunno…maybe its just my assumption or maybe a wish to be better..

well time goes on and life do changes… again and again… in this period of time…frankly…i’ve been thru so much again…i really have no idea about my ‘ruined’ life… so fucked up sometimes though there will be some minor sweet-ness in the middle….(very minor)

maybe i neva change much coz i really take things too seriously n sometimes think a lil too much…well its a learning n growing process so i’ll always take all those as lessons n move on…

these days…i come to a point to realise that life isn’t a simple route to been thru but… a lot of courage needed to be carried with in ur life-long briefcase…

seriously… i really change quite a lot already… dunno wat happened  but then i hope its a good one…

i’ve change my place of study…my life…my character.. i guess i’m a betta person now… to live in this ‘world’…

well… dunno wat to crap edi… just something for me myself to read in the future of my life and think about it as a memory… well i’m quite absent minded though…

life goes on… i’ve to move on… wish for a better tomorow… n be happie~!

20th dec 2006… 6.28 am

today is another usual day for me…..so damn ordinary….my daily routine seems to be so constant and boring…keep doing the same thing everyday is so boring…tiring….wow…..how i wish i have already finish my stpm now!!

well….woke up in da morning like usual….my mom woke me up…went to school…nothin special happened….well i did not sleep in chemistry lessons today….coz there is no chemistry period today…wagagaga….so i slept during biology class…..n somemore get insulted by the teacher…using somekind like gene theory….damn…anyway….i juz take it as nothing n didn’t think much bout it…haha…

after school i stay in da library until 1.50 to do my revision on mathematics…together with my disscussion gropup member…sheue li…yng ling and also cute cute zun xuan….wat can i say about my group is childish…silly…..playful….funny…hahha….how are we going to concentrate more on study??!!haha…anyway…..sheue li did her job as a leader…stop me n xuan from crapping but do our revision exercise…..haha….after tat i went to have lunch together with danny….ya….again…

like usual …we went to taiwanese restaurant….aiks…..it seems to be so boring to have lunch with him these days coz he seldom tok much to me already….unlike last time …we were so fren to each other where we can even go shopping by our own in penang…haha…..i think there must be something happening on him these days tat makes him feel kind of bad…..so hope i will see the happie n talkative danny again in the very near future!!haha……be happie o!!!

well after tat…at about 3…i went back to the school library to continue my revision on chemistry…but then i fail to do so but only go through 1 or 2 pages….haha….i had a long chat with chin ling in da library juz now…we chat a lot….from religion to love and finally frenship….i shared with her some of my experience in these so do her….coz u know….i have undergone so many sad as well as sweet experiences of these aspects…well we do chat a lot juz now until we din do any revision…a little la…haha….after tat….we went home ….

like usual again…i took a nap after callin my babe….haha…i asked her to wake me up coz i dun wan to sleep too long but then she did her task well but i didn’t…..i prolong my nap until 7.30 where my cousin called me for dinner….when i get downstair…only i realise there is noone at home edi…they all went to my aunt’s house to have duinner…so i went there to join them after my nap….haha….

after tat…i stayed at home n watch litaro’s mtv followed by us next top model….ann wet out today…..aiks….left eva amanda n yaya….woo…its a nice show though….while i was watching my show….my uncle n the worker of his come over to my house to have some chat….together with my uncle’s mistress n his daughter…who soon to become my student after my stpm…hahaha…

after tat…i decided to study but then i fail to do so again coz i was watching charmed n so on…haha….tv kills….anyway……still wish all the students the best of luck coz they will be having their exam tomolo….good luck to all ma frens!!!!

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2.34 am  in room….

aiyoyo….a tiong seems to be more lazy edi these days….lazy in doing everything….lazy in study…..even in writng blog!!haha

well….let me start from 2 days ago…..stories dated 16 april 2005….saturday…

i woke up at about 9.45….after brush up…i went to fetch xing coz we both are taking part in the school choir….so we went to school for the 1st practice….actually its known as the audition by the teacher….esther…

so me…n some friends of form 6 were there for the 1st practice….where we were arranged into different groups…..such as separano 1….separano 2….tenor…alto….n bass…like wat was i expected…i am in the tenor group…..together with some others boys who are responsible to sing the hinger tone part….haha….

2 songs were chosen for the competition….the 1st song is ‘bisikan hati’…translated from an english song called fire, fire my heart…the 2nd song is ‘the phantom of the opera’…i am very interesting in practising n singing the 2nd song….but however…hte 1st song demotivate me…it was a …..bad song….its not nice….not sweet….n the trainer…our teacher had read the notes wrongly…..so….its kind of ……blek ……haha

anyway….hope tat the nex practice will have some improvement!!haha….after that….me n xing went to have lunch at the taiwan’s restaurant which situated near to xing’s house….b4 tat we went to the bus station to find yih n yan yee….in order to pass my lee hom cd to them…coz they were going to penang to have claim the tickets of lee hom’s mini concert that will soon be held in penang….i was still wondering whether i can go o not that time coz although its a weekend….i will having muet test after that particular weekend…so…..i still asked them to claim for me….juz in case my mom suprised me that hse let me go….hahahhaha

after that…we went to danny house to fetch him but then unfortunately…he was in the kursus undang undang n unable to accompany us….coz actually everytime…..3 of us go to have meal together at that shop….its very syiok to have lunch with them but then occasionally…there will be someone missing…such as this time…danny went for the kursus…hahah…

after having noodles n an egg toast…we went home n only i realise that danny has already on his way to genting highland!!!wow….the april test is approaching but then he is still having his holiday in genting highland with his family….haha..

like usual…i took a long nap until my mom woke me up to have dinner together with my uncle n auntie….we had our dinner at xuan xaing lou…a air conditioned restaurant situated in petani jaya….

that nite…i called jing en….my best fren…to have some chit chat…wow….it feels so comfortable to chat with her…though she was in penang that time with her family n bf….coz last time we were so close to each other…i mean we best frens where we always share our feelings together n chat together…..also…we try to help each other out wheneva one of us face any problem….but then distance have kept us apart after we both graduate from form 5…..i stayed in form 6…in my hometown (actually went to kl for half a yr b4 tat…haha)where she further her study in kl….in rahman college…we seldom call each other as u know….the fon call rate is so expensive if i call her cell fon….so tat nite we have a loing chat…..about 30 minits….i tell her some of my problems….coz hse always has her way tat can comfort n help me out…so….we chat a lot n also…she gif me some useful advices in my luv business…coz u know….she is quite experienced in this but then its juz my first time!!!haha…

well…jing en if u r reading this…i do hope that our frenship….our long run frenship will last 4eva…coz i do miss those days we shared in sp…haha….muack muack 4 u!!!!

after tat……i proceed my art work on the t shirt design thing…..i decided to add another 2 cartoon character in it in order to make it looks more attractive n lively….i did it…..after tat i accompanied my mom ….she was watching tv coz she kenot sleep…..due to some problem in her ice cream business…..pity her…..a coporat woman who is so tough but then worry a lot every nit until cannot sleep…aiks….luv ya mummy!!!haha…

i designed this for the t shirt of blood donation campaign organised by central kedah buddhist centre (back view)

(front view )

waking up in da morning of 17 april 2005……after receiving the mornign call from my dear n my mom…..i brush up n rush to the tuition centre…..it was a extra chemistry class held by our luvly pn kum…haha…it was actually a public holiday coz its sultan’s birthday…..it was also shu chaw’s birthday…he was my bestest buddy used-to-be….haha…

we had 7 minutes break between the long n boring tution……when everyone came back to their position…chun wai brought back two plactic bags full of small boxes…..chaw’s frens gave him many slices of different cakes as birthday presents….he received lots of present tat day!pn kum tat took out couples notes from her pocket n gave it to teik suan…..and she ased teik suan to go to fijisan…the nearest bakery to buy a cake for shu chaw….wow….such a kind n generous teacher!!!haha…..after the tuition at 12 noon…they all celebrate with chaw….with the cake…where me n xing try to run away from it coz we were suppose to meet jing en up at her house…haha….paise howr shu chaw!!

we reached her house n asked her out for lunch…..who knows she n her family n also her bf juz finish their satisfying breakfast at dai you bin….jing en n his father were so satisfy with the design i drew for the blood donation campaign…haha…they like it so much so do i!!!haha……..after taking their bath…..me..xing….jing en….her bf…..her bro…..we all went to SPBC…..sungai petani best cafe…..the greatest restaurant in town which i like the most!!!haha….

jing en n guo xing…..muack muack..haha!

i had a mushroom soup with couple slice  of garlic bread together with thai style spaghetthi…n also iced lemon tea….wow…heavenly…..at the same time…..xing was enjoying her cheese sandwich n the others…..had their drinks oni…haha….we then met with our form teacher of 51….she with her family….n her very cute baby gal!!!wow….we so excited to see the pretty n cute lil gal!!haha…while i was paying the bill…..the gals are trying theri best to capture the gal with my digicam…haha….so funny…

our former teacher n her cute baby gal!

after the lunch…..at about 2 pm….xing went back to help her mom out …..in the other hand…..me n the others were on our way to the bowling centre of central square..coz jing en’s bro is having some free vouchers…haha….but then the vouchers are not valid on public holidays!!anyway….it was so crowded until we all decided to leave without waiting for our turn…haha….after visiting some shops….such as g collection n grey fashion….we leave the complex where jing en came out with an brilliant idea!!haha….we then decided to go to my shop nearby to have some free ice cream…they all ate x-choc n i ate apple sourz…..haha…

after having some crapz finaaly we went back to jing en’s house…..where i say goodbye to them n on my way home…..the time i had with jing en n her bf was so funny…n enjoyable….coz we are so ‘fai’…haha…..we crapzz really really a lot….lots of jokes n nonsence…mmm…not bad…her current bf not bad though…waaggagaga…..

when i reached home at about 3 somethin….my mom n my bro n also my kakak were doing a mini spring cleanig coz my elder bro is coming back in the afternoon…my younger bro move all his stuff to the nex room…..so i am now having my own room edi!!!my own privacy…..hahah….he is now sharing a room with my elder bro….yeah!!!i want my own room for so long edi!!now i got it!!now i have my own privacy to have an enjoyable telephone call with frens especially my dear!!!haha….now one will disturb us anymore…haha….so great!!!

after finishing all the tidying up stuff….like usua….i had my nap until my bro woke me up to take my bath b4 on our way to kepala batas to have our dinner….coz my elder bro reached edi….we decided to have a pleasant dinner at citana restaurant with my auntie n her husband…..it was so satisfying….wow…haha…my mom loves my bros so so so so much until it seems like i have been ignored…haha…but then i understand la…my bro seldom come bac as he is currently studying in kl…haha….

after tat….i reached home n called my dear n we had a long chat until we both went to sleep…..wow….its getting more n more comfortable now to chat with my dear….we were so enjoying ourselves in the conversation….we also realise tat we both need each other so much…haha….luv ya!!!!

oh ya!!at 12 am…i called ee ling coz its her birthday at 18th april!!!ee ling is one of my best fren n itell u…she a belle…she is so stunning…so pretty…n frenly!!!haha….miss ya!!

well its today’s turn…..18th april of 2005 (ee ling’s birthday)

like usual…mummy woke me up early in da morning coz i have school today….another boring day in school…where i fall aslept again during chemstry lesson!!haha……n so happie coz i can do the topical test of mt…haha

after tat…i dutied in the library where i took up the time to do my revision….after taking  a short nap…i went tution at 4 til 5.30…biology….me…heah….chin ling…n zun xuan then went to 2nd street to have our dinner….we were chatting bout sex….luv….boys n gals….serious n sensitive topic….haha….we were discussing the nature of man…wow…

then i went back home to take a bath n call my dear…haha….miss her ma….then only i went to anither tuition at 7…chemistry……..until 10….it was so boring n tiring where i felt alsept !!!haha…..

after tat i din go for supper with suan the,….coz i am too tired already n decided to go home to take a good rest….mmm….i watched tv…then have milo n biscuits with mummy n bro…..then only…. i came upstair for this blog thing…haha…b4 tat i called danny…..my current best buddy to have some chit chat…n b4 the conversation….i called my lou po…haha….

so…i think its time for me to stop coz i haven’t tidy up my school bag yet!!n….i am sleepy!!!damn!!!!!ok la….see yall!!!sweet dream n good nite!!!!

tiong tiong

1.45 am

room….2nd nite of me alone in this room!!yeah!

well it seems like i have already stop for 1-2 days in this blog stuff…..here i come again!hiak hiak hiak…..talk about yesterday 1st….well…like normal i’ve been to school then come back at 1.10 coz i was planning to go to the hospital with mummy….to check on my ears…ya….my ear!my right ear has a lil problem since 4-5 days ago….without knowing….accidentally….my right ear can’t hear things clearly anymore..at first i thout its juz a small case n matter which will soon be ok in 1 or maybe 2 days…who knows…..it is getting serious and finally i decide to consult to a ENT doctor…

so…like wat i said…i’ve been to the hospital yesterday after the school together with my mom….who knows…..the woman at the registration counter told me tat all doctors are on their leave now…so if i insist to see 1…i will have to pay double the cost!!omg…..so instead of spending so much…me n mummy went away n finally we stopped by at a kopitiam named ‘happy happy’ to have our afternoon tea (since i din ate my lunch juz now..hehe…) i have a bowl of laksa so did my mummy…we both had a glass of lemon juice with plum….wow….heavenly…..coz laksa its my favourite dish!!!haha….after tat…we both went home n i decided to sit down n do my stuff…

days ago my best fren….a leng lui…asked me to design a T-shirt on blood donation campaign….organised by the central kedah buddhist centre….i have already had the idea of the plan in my mind since long time ago…wel…so i took about 55 minutes to finish the design…while my younger bro is doing his homework n revision with my fren,…..the tutor whom my momn pay rm 200 for per month…woo…

then i took my bath nat 6 n finally rush to the tuition centre,….b4 tat i had my dinner with frens….the leng lui n some frens who are younger then me includong my dear…haha…..

it was still an usual tutiton which is so boring n confusing….after the tuition…then only i went to meet all my frens up at snails bistro…we were chatting there n unfortunately i had to leave earlier as my mom had already bought me a pizza as supper…wow….so i went home….ate the pizza….din on line….watch tv,…….then sleep…

ok…its today’s turn …..15th of april year 2005 :

woke u early in da morning…without having any breakfast…i went to tuition (maths) at 8 am….so glad that 1 of my frens have already reserve a place for me!haha……so i am in the 2nd row….paying fuul concentration…

after that….instead of going for dinner with frens like usual…i brought my fren…amnuaychai home n me myself also went home…coz mom said tat she wants to bring me to the hospital today…after grabbing 2 chicken wings which is freshly cooked by my luvly auntie…i went into the car n on our way to metro hospital…

after the registration procedure…me n my mom proceeded to the 1st floor…consultation suite 24…to wait for our turn…mmm…an indian doctor..named MK mathew if i am not mistaken…..quite famous i think…coz there are some newspaper articles posted on the notice board…the doc was asked to answer some reader’s qs…

after several minutes…i went into the consultation suite n finally met the friendly n kind doctor….after telling him about my problem….he used a torch n check both my ears…finally he found out wat happened to my right ear…haha…he  said tat my ear wax had been accidentally pushed into the deeper part of my earr …which then prevent voice from entering my ears…he used a vacum thing…suck out the wax…n showed me….wow,……damn big man!!!b4 i went out from the suite….dr matthew remind me…’no digging!’ haha…

me n mummy then moved to the despensary n cashier counter to pay for the bill……guess wat….we paid RM 92!!!!!!!juz for the wax digging!!!!oh my god!!!!private hospital always charge a higher cost but i neva expect is so expensive!!

in da resite …: consultation fee - RM 40

                       Dressing            - RM 40

                       registration fee - RM 12

oh my shit!!!!wat the hell!!!luckily i din shout out the bad words from my heart that time!!!haha…..we then went back to home…

well i did nothing this afternoon……coz i took a long long long….nap!!!

my dear called me at 5.25….we chat for a lil while coz i was so dizzy…haha…then i continue my nap until i heard knocking on my door…muy kakak come n woke me up…..i  am stil lying on da bed until 6…..wow….i got up n took my dinner….finally i called my dear…to chat to her for a while….miss her ma…haha!!then i called my buddy…yih…..to plan activity after my tuition at 9…haha….

during the tuition…we were discussing about muet speaking test…the group disscussion part…in a sudden,…me…lin n ven were called up to present a task !!wow…only 3 minutes preparation time…haha…we did quite well but we missed some arguments…haha…

after the tuition…i went to yih’s shop immediately…b4 i turn on my car….my mom sms-ed me….she asked me to go home after my tuition coz she bought me bak kut teh for supper…omg…i was planning to go out n hanging out with my frens but then now only the obstacle appear…haha…

i din bother bout it but dashed myself to yih’s shop…after callin y yee…we then went to a korean restaurant for our supper….so surprise coz i neva been ther b4…its y yee’s idea…

we reached there at about 9.45…..then only sheng reached…..we ordered a steamboat…a seafood kimchi steamboat…wow….so nice n tasty..i like kimchi though…haha….but my laziness makes me din eat much seafood but only some toufu….squid…n some vege…haha….we were enjoying ourselve there so much!!haha…..unfortunately my ‘bro’ ..yih kenot eat much as his teeth are so pain…..coz he juz had his braces on yesterday….haha……nvm…i shall bring him there once again nex time!!!haha…we were crapping…chatting….so happy!!haha…..so nice n i do hope to have this kind of gathering more in future….we then have decicded to come here again nex week to eat barbeque….hah!!!!i have to save some money 1st b4 i visit the restaurant again!haha…

well….my leng lui fren…en ….was calling me out to meet her bf n some frens at snails bistro….but then they will only be there at 11….its too late for me edi….so i went back instead of meeting them…..

we finished our supper at 11 then all of us went home….i had a great time there…haha so funny n syiok…

well i do feel happie today…coz i sleep a lot ….din think much….

well….about me n my gal….we luv each other more already……haha…thinking of hugging her now…haha…well we shall work a lil more harder on the relationship…we shall manage it well…i will try my best though…haha…we’ve been missing each other so much …..

well i watch tv juz now….e news…..yokoso japan (i like zhi lin!!!)haha…..then oni i came upstair at about 1.45 to online….afterchatting a while….i type this blog n i am planning to go to sleep soon…coz tomolo i have an activity in school…choir audition….so better have a good rest now….so sweet dream n good nite!!!

we were having watermelon as dessert after the steamboat….the steamboat still can be seen..my hand on the upper part…haha…

3.03 am

tiong tiong

my room

well….i am treating this feature as my diary already…since i am so lazy to wirte on papers…..its fine isn’t it?heh heh heh….

its an usual day where i went to school early in da morning n spend several hours in da boring class…..ya…i fall aslept again…haha…..

after lessons….i stay up until 5++ in da cafeteria to crapz n also do my homework….its been such a long time since the last time i do homework with my own effort…haha…its a good sign though….haha….well i was doing my hw with yang hun n duck egg them….where we insult each other in such a way that is so funny n its  our daily routine!haha…i had a hot dog burger n also a bowl of laksa with a glass of teh ice in da cafetria…woo….our cafetria seels the best food of all..hahaha…..but!!!its so damn hot!!!!teachers were having their meeting in da library so we ought to move to the oven—-the cafetria…i was sweating like hell n my face turns to become so greasy n uncomfortable…..aiks…hope that there will be no more meeting tomorrow!

after crapping….chatting….eating…then only i start to be serious…..with amnnuaychai…we both doing maths but different chapters…while doind hw…i am in the same table with our school debate team…they r doing their disscussion….where i wish to participate so much but i don think i stand a chance of that…haha…so i juz express some of my view….mm…so regret i miss the oppurtunity to took part in debate when i was in form 3!haha…well nvm i shall proceed my dream when i step in the coll or uni nex yr…hopefully UM….the uni which is so famous fotr its debate team..

while doing my hw….the luvly gal of mine n her gal fren bump in…..it was a surprise to me….they were attending their volleyball club where they prefer to do their hw also in da cafeteria…with me!!!haha its so glad to see her….to bring joy to me n amnuaychai..she is always so talkative n noisy…but nvm…i like it!hahaha…..she like to laugh n like me…we both crapz alot….haha….maybe that’s the reason we r now been together…then only i found out……we r so like best frens….but not luvers…we can crapz so much but there is still somethin missin in our relationship….there is no…..wat we call chemistry between us…she dare not look at me n i was wondering y…haha….but neva mind…like wat i said juz now….take our time…..lets see wat will happen in da future….coz we both have juz strated n no one knows wat will happen in da future…haha…..like wat i said i will still work hard for it!trust me!

but i can;t hide myself from thinking of her…when i was watching thos love story in da television….i feel so in love….haha…..weird…..feelin like hugging someone….woo…..hope tat she can gif me sometime coz u know…this is my fort love eva!!!n i have no idea at all how will it gonna go in the coming days…so……lets see…

there is 1 thing that i don really like bout her is that she is too overconcious…she always so worry that she’ll disturb me if she sms me or maybe chatting with me while i am doing mw hw in da cafeteria…i have told her many times tat i lke to be disturbed by her…she shud feel so happie n proud to be with someone she loves but not to worry too much n become so panicky…..aiyo…i dunno how to say…..mm…juz hope tat she’ll be more comfortable with me but not so ‘kekok’…haha….

after the damn tiring monent in da school i went home…..watching tv then while having some ice cream..wow….heavenly….after taking my bath…i took an hour+ nap until 8.35 where dinner is ready for me already..hahaha…i am a pig….a lazy pig

well…..i watch america’s next top model juz now…its nice….but i orefer the last season….coz i like april wilkner so much….haha….n somemore…i found out tat vivian hsu is so damn cute n pretty!!!i started to fall in luv with her edi…haha…she is innocence n cute n sexy in such a way tat is not so erotic…wow…..she is so stunning n breath taking….oh my gosh…

well……frenship….i am still so worry n feelin insecure….feelin like i have no true fren….the i need so much is not by my side now…she is tudying in kl…she is my closest fren ever n i need her so much now…we’ve been so close to each other where we can share everything we feel….coz we have the same point of view very oftenly…we shared the same experience n background…..but!alert!we r juz very close fren!!nothing more k?coz she is having her luv of her life now…haha….hope to see her soon!!!miss u gal…u now i am toking bout u,…hahahaha…

n another case….another best fren used-to-be of mine….dissapoint me again so deeeeeply tosay…aiks…..we were so close to each other oso last time…he was my best buddy of all but there was once he dissapoint me so damn lot where i feel so bad like hell….from that incident onwards….we have not toking to each other edi…until today,…..month edi….aiks….we used to share the same car….share our feeling…..go to meal together….we went everyplace together but then everything have become the history of ours…..aiks…..its very sad….we were arranged into da smae discussion group of maths…once i got tat news i have 2 feelings at the same time….worry n happie…wat i was worrying was i dunno how to face him….wat i am so happy about is this might be a chance for us to get back together again…but!!!he tried his very very best to change his group with another fren of mine…i was so sad n desperate once i heard tat…am i tat scarry??am i so terrifying??forget it!….so dissapointed…aiksss.s…nvm la……like wat i always say…i have already get used to this kind of situation but iam still feelin sad in da deepest side of my hear though i always act so cool….tough…n happie…aiks…….

now…..my bro….yih is tellin me a ghost story which really terrify me…haha….but i will still dare myself to listen to him…haha….ok la….wat makes me writting these blogs in such a legth!!haha……i am not so good in essay writting but look !wat happen now…haha….

well….i still hope tat everything will be very ok soon…n i do hope that i will finnaly find the source of happiness which belongs to me 1 day in da future…so…..same thing…be tough a tiong!!!!u will sure find wat u r searching for for these yrs……..

nitezzz everyone…..

tiong tiong

11.40-12.20 am

my room…….again….

its the 1st day back to school after the weekend and hari wawasan….cant really wake up in da morning coz its so tired n sleepy..haha..this then causes me fall aslept during chemistry lessons!!haha…luckily pn kum (chemistry lecturer) din really scold me…haha….she juz leave me there n din other me at all….maybe she has already get used to my stupid attitude who always fall asleep during lessons…wagagaga….

well again…today its another tiring day of mine…hari wawasan of my school…busy with all the pelancaran tema stuff…the pelancaran?well….its kind of……success la….but then there are stil some porb happened…haha….no matter wat…me n my frens have already done our very very best for all these….wat we spent 3 weeks on have juz finished in 3 minutes…wow…..well..hope everyone likes it especially all teachers n principles….haha….anyway…wat i am sure is the music i made is so nice…the combination of 3 musics…potraying 3 races…the best part is bsb’s ‘the one’…instrumental version…damn nice man!!!

kawat kaki…there was a kawat kaki competition juz now…woo..i am in st john..used to be la actually….well our team won a little…the girls team won the best squad n oso the best commander!congrats gal!!!the boys???kind of dissapointing…coz they done a serious mistake….including my brother…haha…they have done wrong during the asas part..so its very serious…the judge even wave their head when they see tat!!!omg!nvm….we shall work harder nex yr to beat polis!!haha….we will win the overall prize after polis in this yr!!we will n we must!!

while watching the competition….i also went to help my buddies out at their stall…a messenger stall…its kind of meaningfull…n helps others a lot….anyone cansend their message to anyone they want…they can eveen oso post their message on the board..

this is where i found 1 msg…the gal….the gal used to be mine…hehe…she wrote a msg there…saying tat she has her answer already….after taking such a long time to think of wat she wants n to figure out what she needs…..she finally has her answer edi…i am not so sure wat is her ‘answer’ mean…but i am 80% sure tat it might be a good news to me!!so i replied her somethin by posting a msg oso for her…saying tat i’m so happy n i’ll call her tonite….means juz now…b4 writing this msg…

she sms-ed me….telling me somethin really touched my heart…then i calledx her at 11.20pm…..we both chat n crpaz til 12.04..haha…she was waiting for something coming out from my mouth…but i tell yall…..don’t yall agree tat guys are kind of stupid sometimes?they wont know wat are their frens expecting…haha….tat’s wat happened to me juz now..!!aiyoyo….i have no idea bout it but juz trying my best to meake the conversation as natural…as happie it can goes….yes…i do achive tat goal…we chat quite happiely…she laughs a lot making me thinking tat she is happie…..i wan everyone beside me to be happie…especially those who meant a lot in my heart…haha…

well…..does it means tat we both start all over again edi??i think so…but then i am not so sure yet…i am so worry…so scared….worry tat sad incident will occurs again….n i am feelin kind of in secure….dunno y…maybe its juz the usual prob faced by most of the couples out there when they started thei relationship…mm….so lets see….like wat i always say…let time prove everything…coz no one knows wat will happen tommorow…in future…or even the next minute….rite???so….i am so patiece in it…n trying my best….

aiks….but!i am stil so worry tat i will dissapoint her…coz i am so bz these days….i might be forgetting to sms or call her..haha….hope tat she will considerate lo…..mm….

mmm…..frenship…..this is always the serious problem of mine…i dunno how to manage relationship actually….dunno y…i fail to do so so many times edi….kind os sad…frustrated…disspointed…mmm…..those who used to be my very close buddy….have now all leave me….woo…..luckily i have already get used to this kind of condition…if not i will be so sad…still remembered the 1st time i met with this kind of case….i dropped my tears…haha….now…i am mature enough to handle these edi..i wont drop my tears anymore…coz those who causes u to cry are not those who u shud spend time on…true friends wont let their frineds cry or sad…..rite??!!don worry be happie…!!life goes on…no point pausing halfway because of such stupid matter…u live ur own life but not others…u r not wearing others’ shoes…u have ur right do anythin u like…stop listening to all those critic…insult…..don bother it……be happie…

mmm……i have to go now….got some homework to do..n havent tidy up my bag yet….tomolo school will be as normal again…..so sien!haha….anyway….still wish tat everyone will be happie n also me…!!!have a nice day then n love ya!!!

tiong

12.50am 11 april 2005

my room

happie birthdei Danny!!

(celebration on 09 april…actual date is 10th…haik hiak)

my class pratising anti dadah song to be performed on hari wawasan on 09 april

horsy can be seen on hari wawasan…rm 4 per ride

best buddies of mine! 3 of them including me are the craziest of all….wakakaka….

congratulation St. John!! especially gals!! good job!! keep on the good work!!!

school theme done by me n form 5 students….

its  so late agian at nite…1.06am now….its  a very very very….tiring day oso..a lot more tired then yesterday…wow…..

woke up early in da morning…went to school for tat stupid pre-u society…wagaga…watch discovery dvd brought by a fren of mine…he won some dvd’s by participating in a discovery online competition…haha…we watched ‘the real eve’….the documentary probably want to tell the world that actually every human’s ancestors are african..eve’s daughters…n sons….unbelievable ritE??!!but then…there are eveidence…lots of evidence to prove the above statement…they even had proved tat malaysian orang asli are the origin of africans oso…wow….cool man….haha…after civilisation n revoulution….we have now transformed into different kind of human with different kind of genes…wow…

after this meaningful n touching documentar…i went out from the multimedia room n stepped in to the physic lab to continue my work of hari wawasan…tat is decorating the stage with cloths n ribbons…and also balloons…all these stupid preparations took me n my frens a long time!!we did all the jobs until 7 o clock!!omg…..somemore the picky mr ChXn…ask us to do this n do that somemore…aiks…..so tiring…..

after tat!!!somemore have tuition pengajian am…from 7.30 to 9.30…unlike yesterday…i have no nap….my eyes are so tired n not able to stretch it to the max edi…nearly close..hahaha…

not yet…after the tuiotion…me..xing,heah n en chi went to danny’s birthday party at his house pula…wow…..so many gals there..haha…me n some frens bought him a pair of nike shoes which he have already dream of it since long time ago…haha…so glad to see him so happie…haha…Happie Birthdei bro!!!!wish u will be achieving ur perfet success in coming spm n….the most important!!!hope that our frenship….or brother-ship will last 4eva!!haha….

after picking up some cd’s from guo xing house….at a bout 10.49…i took en chi home b4 i went home….b4 tat…me n  en chi went to the school to check on everything done by us…to make sure all of tat din damaged after a heavy rain!!!!haha…

now??welli am currently looking for songs…suitable n nice songs for the pelancaran tomoro…wow…its so difficult n…i am so exhausted edi…hahalistening to all instrumental musics tat i have….mm..i might be using backstreet boy’s the one….instrumental version…quite nice !!well…its time for me to concentrate on my works….so bye guys!see ya n hope yall have a nice day…..i am quite happie la today…or maybe i am tooooooo tired edi…until me myself oso dunno wat am i thinking now…wooo…

nite!!

tiong….1.20 am

*i will be posting the photos of the birthdei party tomolo….hahaha…

wow….this new feature of friendster really so useful for me…or maybe anyone out there to express my feeling…woo….haha…..so lazy to hold a pen n to write diary…this is so good…haha

so glad to recieve some comments from my dearest frens….thank u!really touched…..really…u all make me start to believe in frenship …haha…

well its very late edi now…mmm…1.09 am…wow!its been a tiring day for me…well i am stil online now…chattin n writing this stuff….haha…not really sleepy…somemore chattin with a special person now…haha!!(don ask ….!)

wake up early in da morning…n went tuition maths..wow…3 hours man!like shit!!so sien…after having lunch…i quickly rush to school somemore….for stupid stuffs..haha…well..i am involved in the preparation of my school special occasin…’Hari Wawasan’..i am the leader of the pelancaran tema sekolah thing…wow….there’s once when i was in taylors college..yr 2004…my ex-classmate used to call me as the ’suffering artist’..haha!i am now!!doing all those decoration thingy…n plan everything..aiyo….am i tho only one talented for these in da school?!?!haha….joking…nearly done edi…doing all the preparation with all my frens today in school…since 12 to 6.15!wow….soooooooo damn exhausted….

not yet!!!after taking an half an hour nap……tuition ‘muet’ somemore!!wow…..more kok o….went to supper with bro’s somemore after tuition…go with yih n yan yee…so enjoyable to tok crpaz with frens…kind of relax..hahaha…

well…i am quite happie today…juz a lil tired…stil thinking of the incident between me n a fren….i am not really know is tat really an incident o not…coz he keep on ignoring me..wow…..not a good feelin u know when someone ignore u!aiks….weeks edi…no reply when i sms…somemore din reply my msg in msn as well..haha…kind of sad,..but nvm!i have already get used to this kind of situation edi…happend to me many times liao..haha

wow…am i seem to be very pessimistic?woo….no no no…….i have to be cheer up sikit…haha!i am hoping for a better future…happier future…hoping for love n care…woo…am i wishing too much??its not my birthdei yet though…haha

well i think its time for me to end this long long long……..passage…kind of tired d…have to go school somemore in da morning…better rest now…woo…bye!!nitez!!!sweet dream everyone!!!

finished at 1.28 am…

tiong tiong

well…forgotten to post n share a pic…

a love…with a bandage…mmm….well its meanigfull for me…its like the pic is askiong me to be happier n ask me to fix everythin tat is broken…so…appreciate it frens…!!! ;p